Your Life is in Your Own Hands

After so many things happened,I finally know what I should do now..Making myself drank,going home late thinking of things that I shouldnt think is not a solution..I have to stop thinking about "things", figuring out the truth.Its tiring.I'm not a good girl neither am I a bad girl.I'm not going to blame anyone for it not even myself for the things that had happened.I got to "put my heart in a fridge"and focus on other more important things in my life.I love my family and friends,they are always there for me.I got to stand up for myself.I don't need anybody to pity me.I need to grow up and now I'm going through this transition of my life.Its hard but Im not going to make myself sad and too tired.I love myself.I want to live my own life.I want to suceed.I got to focus in my job.May it be you are working as a cleaner,Its stil a job,you still have to do your best in it.I will never be the same again.I will be a happier and mature girl.Just wait and see!=D