13/6/08

Oh no..Today's friday the 13th...Better go back as soon as possible in case any misfortune happen to me..I've been very bored because Maru is working night shift these 2 weeks.No choice..I got to be alone again.Well..Went to shop these few days.Though alone but happy.Its the Great Singapore Sales!This is wat I've got:

From Daiso!

Cold Cream(to remove make up)







Toner (clean and tighten pores)


From Sasa!






Skinlite chin and forehead pores patch
(remove blackheads from your chin and forehead)








Smart White Eye mask
(lighten dark spots and moisture eye contour)

Forgeting the Past and Moving Forward

Please let me go and stop turning me round and round.Don't let me see u, cos we are just NOT SUITABLE.Im a happy and optimistic cheese.Just give me time.Let it heals..
Recently had read the newspaper about celebrities couples breaking up.Once heard how blissful and stable about their relationship but it ended like a struck of lightning.
The feeling of being hurt by a person is so incredible.Wthout you controlling it.Therefore,I had started to read about psychology.How great it would be if I can help people with the knowledge I have.Time will tell,time will heal..Say Cheese=)

I just cannot stop

I just cannot stop working or even studying..all had ended..School had ended..I really miss school..How I wish I could go back again..with all my friends around me.
Maru made me tcc's breakfast yesterday but I was going to work so i never finish it.
Thanks maru..I really appreciate it..Thank u so much.=)

My darling suppose to come to my place to do the coursework but she never come..
We were sleeping at home like 2 little pigs..i has'nt seen her for quite a number of days..Kind of miss her..Really miss her..I just don't know why.My life is so different without her.I had been shopping alone and doing things myself.I even went to look for a job myself.I just want to do things myself.I really miss the naive,noisy and wonderful life I had with my friends.
Some people is like a river flow and does'nt turn back.Some is like the ocean that is so calming and gentle.Some is like the sky which u can't touch but will always be there watching over you.

I'm scared,I really do...
I have my dream and I know we still share the same dream.The 3 of us...Lets move on.

Some people see things they are and ask why.Others dream things that never were and ask why not.What your mind can conceive and believe.It can achieve.

Freaky Tuesday again!!

Well..Tuesday had always been my freaky day..Here it goes.First thing in the morning,we went to school.We were late again.Its the last few days of our ITE.(ITE)IS THE END??
I had chosen this course 2 years ago and I got no reason to grumble and now Im graduating.I just love to grumble and complain wherever I go but I will jolly well finish what I suppose to do.
We were having out class test and practical assignment today.We were waiting for Mr Lum to print the paper for us and we just took it form the printer.AND!!!!There he goes again.."Oi!!How can you just take the paper like this?I'm still printing the paper!"
First of all,I don't like people to "Oi!" me.
Secondly,please don't raise your voice anyhow you want and to whoever you want.
Please don't use the word"put up a show"it sounds so weird..
And I shouted back at him.Everyone was looking at me again..
I had always been a well behaved students but some people are just looking down on people.Why am I becoming like this?Can anyone understand?Just because we are in ITE,people just treat us like rotten apples!!
People with high IQ does'nt seem to be the best in attitude.
I just don't want to be such a good student again.I wore sandals to school everyday and today the discipline master came to spot check.Mr Ben took a picture of my legs wearing the sandals..WTH..It was damn awkward..Please don't treat us like a kid..
I want to grow up..Im simple..Its beautiful to be simple.Please don't make me complicated..
I know I will miss school somedays in my life and someone whom I will miss the most is my "darling"who had went through thick and thin together with me.
I really need a break.To rest and to think.I scared I know Im scared..But no matter what we will still have to go through..babypple aka cheese aka sylvia..Don't be afriad..U can do it!!Gambate!!=D

I know how to love myself!

Went to school today for assignment.Was quite sleepy today cos was working yesterday.David helped us with our assignment and Eugene helped us in our backup file.Thanks guys!I had been indulged in food these past few days!Be it exam stress or something that bothers me in my heart.Well..I just want to love myself more.Care about myself more.Just want to stop thinking and carry on.I know i can do it.I can certainly do.Had been laughing and making fun all time.I just love to smile and laugh.I just love the fun.Call me naive,call me stupid,call me childish.I am who I am.Well..I just love food..Went to jack's place before work yesterday.=D

Went to The Cafe Cartel with Ah soky,Vic and Zi Xiang.We ordered alot..woooowoo...The portion was so big.We ordered two pork chops,a sterlion steak and a seafood combo!!LOVELY!Food glorious food!!!!Mummy mummy yummy yummy!!I just love the sterlion steak even thoough they claimed that it tasted like rubber band.To me it ws so chewy and i love the mushroom sauce..Oh my..The food is making me faint..I wondered how many pounds I will gain after indulging in those "Sinful Delights"..

Went to buy this bedtime shoe after meal.Cute lei..

I wore it when i was having nap just now..Oh no..Eat and sleep is my hobby..Got to do some work out,go for blading and use my slimming salts already..If not my flabby arms and double chin will be appearing again..I dont's want to ba a double cheese burger!!

Monday 25Feb

I stayed at home the whole of today's afternoon.Studying and doing research.I was planning to go for a swim but the sky was so dark..How am I suppose to swim??Rain rain go away..I just want ot swim.I had not swim for quite sometimes.Despite of the rain,i packed my food and took a cab to Den's house and swam in the rain.I don't care.I just want to swim.Thank God..The rain stopped and its sunny again.

woohoo..I was without make up!!For today..erm..here it is..Where most people want to see.But just the photos k..not in person..Not much people will see me without make up in person.Please pardon me if you really want to puke.Here it is..

Actually not much different as i don't really put thick make up..But that was without eyeliner.











Well..celebraties always look good in pictures and with make up.This is Mika Nakashima with and without make up.









Make up does wonders.Less is more.

Home Resort!

Suppose to work today..Suppose to go Wendy's house today..Her baby's full month birthday..All cancelled cos my sweetie Liting got something on..Its ok..I stayed at home the whole day..Listening to songs..Tidying up my room.. Awhile more..Cheese called and told me that i left my pant in the workplace..Guess he was quite angry that's why he go around asking everyone who the pant belong to..and he called me as i did not go to work today.Then i checked my bag..IT WAS MINE!!!!OMG..I was damn pai seh..Cos i just threw my pant in the kitchen where we usually change our clothes..I thought i will remember to fold and put it in my bag but this time i actually forgotten..Then he said that he remembered the smell..It was mine.. Oh my...He remembered that it was my smell..lol..My smell?Heng!! It was my silky girl perfume smell!!heehehe..


In the evening,
Went to 02 skin bought a bottle of bathing salts.It was quite good..My skin is damn smooth after use..smoother than before..
This is what I bought today



Bathing salt
















Soap Flower
















Kenassy(for hair removal)hand chip chip!


















My O2 Skin products..

Freaky GTM(General Ticketing Machine)

We intend to go to school yesterday but in the end we still skipped school.What school all about?Blogging,gaming.talking or eating?Actually i don't mind going to school without working in the afternoon.I love to be with my friends cos we always do silly things together.

Yesterday morning,

I prepared for school and went to the bus stop to wait for my two darlings.I managed to reach the bus stop on time but i waited for quite awhile but they still had'nt turn out so i walked all the way to the LRT station from the bus stop to top up my EZ link.I tried a few times but the GTM (General Ticketing Machine) keep prompting me to use nets.However ,I only have cash.I never stop trying.I even tried to use another GTM on the other side of the station.I was damn pissed off..until a plump lady came to my rescue."Can I help you?"came the sweet voice.The GTM machine only accept nets..Ï was like WTH.Instead of walking to the 7 eleven which is nearer to the bus stop i walked all the way to the LRT station but end up the machine don't accept cash!!!I really do not have the mood to go to school again..well...cannot blame me..i had tried to go to school but so much "unfortune""occurs right on tuesday morning .Freaky Tuesday!!!So that is the reason why i skipped school.We went to mac to have my breakfast.Yummy! i had big breakfast and my darling had hot cakes.Satisfied.Can eat more though..After that,we went to cine to sing K.Took a few pics..Then went to work in the evening.

p.s: don't blame us for skipping school

Its Valentine's Day

Hello friends..Its Valentiné's Day..I just gt a card from wen wen..opps...its in the morning and im in school with those heck care teachers around..All of us are doing our own things.I was reading the papers.(was mostly about dating)
Well..Its Valentine's Day.
Recalling how i had spent my valentine's with a special someone last yr.
We went esplanade eat sushi by the river and i gave him a gift.I even bought some candles because i wanted to create a heartshape for him.Seemed romantic right?It should be a boy doing to the girl and I was intending to make it..Its meant to be a surprise for him.To my surprise,he stright away asked me to stop because he said that i should'nt anyhow burn candles as it was HUNGRY GHOST FESTIVAL!!!!I was stunned when he said that..lol..After that we went to the top floor of the multi-storey carpark and we play with sparklers.Everything is so simple but meaningful.However,everything had ended.Its just a memory in my heart=)Well..in a relationship needs stamina..not fast pace not stagnant.We need 2 hands to clap..

This year,I got my lovely friends to celebrate this lovely day with me..hee hee..looking forward to it later..We are going back home after school and going to dress up nice nice for this special day!!Thank God i have such great friends..I had prepared something for someone but still keeping it in my house..Its ok..Im going to enjoy myself today.Hmm...Still thinking what i should wear today and when can I go and buy the O2 Skin stuff as I had just got my membership card!!I got a 50% voucher!I want to buy a cream for my eyes cos its dying soon,a leg mask,sunblock,moisturiser and a small tub of bathing salt for spa..Wohoo...Going to enjoy my home resort when im free..heeeheee...Too bad i do not have a bathtub at home..If not it will be so HEAVENLY....Valentine's Day is about happiness,luxurious food,laugther and love..So all of u out there,no matter if you are meeting your loved one tonight or perhaps he/she is not available or perhaps all of you who are singles out there..Enjoy this special day !Go where you want to go,do what you want to do.tata going to the stupid NYP talk now..brb..

Life is precious

Life is precious and there is joy to be experienced in life. If people are open to seeing the good and joyous in all kinds of situations, it makes life worth living. It's ok to kiss a fool, it's ok to let a fool kiss you, but never ever let a kiss fool you.... It is better to meet the person who will truly love you later, than meet someone now who promises to love you but sooner or later leave you forever..... Fate determines who comes into our lives. The heart determines who stays... Love is like a knife, it can stab e heart or it can carve wonderful images into e soul that will last a lifetime

Friends

LOVE starts with a SMILE , grows with a KISS , and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS ? You don't always see them,but you know they are ALWAYS THERE