Monday, March 17, 2008

I just cannot stop

I just cannot stop working or even studying..all had ended..School had ended..I really miss school..How I wish I could go back again..with all my friends around me.
Maru made me tcc's breakfast yesterday but I was going to work so i never finish it.
Thanks maru..I really appreciate it..Thank u so much.=)

My darling suppose to come to my place to do the coursework but she never come..
We were sleeping at home like 2 little pigs..i has'nt seen her for quite a number of days..Kind of miss her..Really miss her..I just don't know why.My life is so different without her.I had been shopping alone and doing things myself.I even went to look for a job myself.I just want to do things myself.I really miss the naive,noisy and wonderful life I had with my friends.
Some people is like a river flow and does'nt turn back.Some is like the ocean that is so calming and gentle.Some is like the sky which u can't touch but will always be there watching over you.

I'm scared,I really do...
I have my dream and I know we still share the same dream.The 3 of us...Lets move on.

Some people see things they are and ask why.Others dream things that never were and ask why not.What your mind can conceive and believe.It can achieve.

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Freaky Tuesday again!!

Well..Tuesday had always been my freaky day..Here it goes.First thing in the morning,we went to school.We were late again.Its the last few days of our ITE.(ITE)IS THE END??
I had chosen this course 2 years ago and I got no reason to grumble and now Im graduating.I just love to grumble and complain wherever I go but I will jolly well finish what I suppose to do.
We were having out class test and practical assignment today.We were waiting for Mr Lum to print the paper for us and we just took it form the printer.AND!!!!There he goes again.."Oi!!How can you just take the paper like this?I'm still printing the paper!"
First of all,I don't like people to "Oi!" me.
Secondly,please don't raise your voice anyhow you want and to whoever you want.
Please don't use the word"put up a show"it sounds so weird..
And I shouted back at him.Everyone was looking at me again..
I had always been a well behaved students but some people are just looking down on people.Why am I becoming like this?Can anyone understand?Just because we are in ITE,people just treat us like rotten apples!!
People with high IQ does'nt seem to be the best in attitude.
I just don't want to be such a good student again.I wore sandals to school everyday and today the discipline master came to spot check.Mr Ben took a picture of my legs wearing the sandals..WTH..It was damn awkward..Please don't treat us like a kid..
I want to grow up..Im simple..Its beautiful to be simple.Please don't make me complicated..
I know I will miss school somedays in my life and someone whom I will miss the most is my "darling"who had went through thick and thin together with me.
I really need a break.To rest and to think.I scared I know Im scared..But no matter what we will still have to go through..babypple aka cheese aka sylvia..Don't be afriad..U can do it!!Gambate!!=D